No Point Crying Over A Spilt Milk

Disappointment

2009-12-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

SAD...DISAPPOINTED...
disappointed with myself...with my results... hard effort that I've put in doesn't seem to work...
This is the first time..Its the worst results that I have ever obtained...
I just could not accept it...
I feel lost...
Nobody could ever understand what I feel...
I feel guilty for not performing well in this semester...
I feel so bad inside...kept questioning myself..am I able to cope in my studies?am I able to face the challenges ahead in the future?
I'm scared...terrified..lack of confidence to go through my life...
This time it really hit me...I know how it feels when you don't do well in exams...

sad..disappointment...unexpected BAD results...

Days in Melbourne Day 1&2

2009-11-13T05:00:00.001-08:00

Finally,finished my second year first sem final exam.I hope i did ok.Finished the last paper on Wed,on that night itself,flew to Melbourne for vacation.The flight was ok..7 hours in the plane..but, I didn't get any sleep.Watched The Perfect Getaway in the plane.The food was urgghh..yucksss...coz it was fish and mee.Reached Melbourne at 8.10am local time which was around 6am in Malaysia.I was exhausted yet excited.Uncle Bill and mum came and picked me up from the airport and headed back to his house.Uncle's house is so beautiful,the whole house is renovated with clear glasses.Reached the house and put my things in her daughter's house which is located just beside his house.After that, we went to a chinese restaurant and have lunch.The food was nice...had abalone,oysters,crab,crocodile meat and roasted chicken.My stomach was bloated.After lunch, we went to Chadstone which is one of the biggest shopping mall.Walk walk here and there..nothing can be bought as it is too expensive if we convert it to Malaysian Ringgit.However,we bought chocs and mum bought a D&G shades for herself.She asked me if I want one but I said no coz I seldom wear it..but kinda regret now why I rejected her offer?!!There were lots of nice dresses but it was too expensive and not worth it..T.T

After shopping,went back home and prepared for dinner with Auntie Judith...lasagne prepared by Auntie Judith and steak by Elizabeth which is her daughter and my cousin.Ate a lot again...so so full..Chit chatted for the rest of the night with a bunch of adult and went back to Eliz's hse and slept..I was extremely tired.

On the second day which its today,mum and the other aunties went to jog at the park behind the house early in the morning. Unfortunately,I didn't follow coz i was super duper tired.After that, mum woke me up and we went to a place called Mount Waverley to buy some food and groceries for tonight's bbq dinner.Had a simple lunch then we head to The Glenn shopping mall.It is a rather small mall compared to Chadstone.I had Mcd ice cream there...it was awesome...nicer than Malaysia's..I think its because of the milk they use to produce the ice cream..so creamy and rich..sounds so fat!!!but indeed, it is fattenning.Mum bought earrings for herself ..as for me,I didn't get anything. Eliz came and fetch us back to the house and prepared dinner.Awesome and weird food which are kangaroo meat which I'm not daring enough to eat,the sausages which are really nice,potato salad,roasted chicken,mushrooms,asparagus and salad.Then,had some fruits such as cherries,mango,watermelon.After that,went back to next door to try to online and talk to my dear,however,the line here was very poor as I was far away from the modem..I can log in to webpages but can't chat...arggghh!!!I need to go to bed after finish typing this blog coz tomorrow we are going to Victoria market in the city at 6.30 in the morning.And also the wedding of my cousin Elizabeth will be held tomorrow at 6pm at some hall at the city centre.So,its gonna be another busy day..

Dear, will keep you updated for the rest of the days..miss you a lot here..

Miss you dear..see you soon in 2 weeks time..

xoxo Mel.

My 20th birthday...

2009-08-20T01:45:00.000-07:00

Basically, my birthday falls on every 12th of August..
Well, it's another year of getting old...
This time is a step in the circle of 20 years...
Argghh..thinking of it made me felt so so old...time really flies...
Well, during 12 midnight, my housemates gave me a surprise with a cake...I was totally shocked..unexpected!!!Then,the exact day, early in the morning, I received a birthday card from a friend...and after a few hours, I got a call from a cake house saying that they wanted to deliver cupcakes for me..I was shocked as I did not order any cupcakes..and I thought it was my bunch of friends giving me surprises..but when i went to uni and asked them,it was not them..After that, I thought it was my bf...but it wasn't him...hmm..Finally, I knew who gave me the cupcakes..it was the same guy that send me the birthday card...Well,thanks...hehe..
This birthday was full of surprises...it was great!!~

As the night finally approached, my beloved friends and I went to 1U to have a dinner in Chillis...
Met up with him then off we went to the restaurant...It was full house.. we are required to wait for a while..
After 15 min, there was a place for us...we sat down and ordered what we want to fill our hungry stomach...
After dinner, cupcakes were served.. a total of 25 cupcakes..and there were only six of us..we ate 1 each..the rest of them were given to the waiters there as we couldn't finish it..
So, this was my awesome birthday accompanied by the ones that are special and precious to me.
Love them till bits..

Pictures were captured...enjoy^^During 12 midnight...^^

With Nadia and Grace(housemate)

Us on the way there...

Besties..Jacy and Shao Yen...

My precious one~♥

Everybody's yummy food...

uiseh~gentlemen...

Nice decorated cupcakes~~

♥♥♥

Ohh...finally..it took me 3 days to upload these pics...
The line here is so slow...gosh~teruknya~~
Anyways..I would like to thank my friends for celebrating with me..treasure our friendship♥
and also my precious one~~cherish the love and moments that we share♥

2009-08-11T10:47:00.000-07:00

"It's All Coming Back To Me Now"

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we. . .

Late update Anna's birthday and outing with friends..

2009-07-21T11:21:00.000-07:00

12/7

Anna's birthday
at Upperstar,Damai...
Happy Sweet 20th Birthday Anna~~~~
Lazy to write more...
Just got the pichass from my friend..
Let the pichass do the talking~

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14/7

Went to Little Italy to have dinner then to @mosphere~

Back in KL again~

2009-07-21T10:25:00.000-07:00

I'm back in Sunway again~
Kinda miss home and my brothers...
Felt so so quiet when i was back in my small little room here...
This week no tutorials only lecture...
So,still can fool and play around...hehe..
This sem will be definitely a tough sem...
Based on the past years performance,the subjects that I've enrolled pointed out 50% failure rates according to my lecturers...ARRRGGGHHH!!!
Week 4-Subject:Company Reporting need to hand in Assignment 1...on my birthday somemore~Sigh...sigh...sigh...
Gonna work hard!!!

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Oh ya...went for fine dining in Sutera Harbour,KK...
With Mummy and Aunt Florence...
That night the dinner was RM400 plus for three of us...
So expensive...shocked me...

Pichasss...

Mummy..miss u so much~~

When I just landed in the airport,I felt like going home already...
Sobzzzz T.T

Wonderful night with IS friends..

2009-07-03T10:56:00.000-07:00

On Saturday night, Farah came and picked me up to have a gathering dinner with IS friends at Waterfront, Toscani's restaurant...they served western food there...The food there was really AWFUL,EXPENSIVE and THE PORTION OF A PLATE OF DISH WAS SO SMALL!!It was quite a disappointed one but the gathering was fun..hehe...After the dinner,Farah,Douglas,Daryl,Ashley and I went to Coffee Bean for second round...ate Oreo Cheesecake...arggghhh..so fattening but it was just so irresistable!!!plus Shirley told me that I put on weight ...aikssss!!!need to start dieting!!!

As for today, went to church with family as usual...then to Wisma Merdeka with my mummy...both of us got new clothes...hehe...mummy really spoil me...after that,went home and sleep coz last nite talked on the phone from 12am till 2.30am then woke up at 6.30am to get ready for church...then dinner at VIP Restaurant with Uncle James's family and Popo...Un.James specially spend us eat nice food tonight coz I just came back from West Malaysia...Thank you so much Uncle!!You really siak me ooooo....hehe...After dinner,went to yam cha with friends at Yoyo,Damai...end of today...

Pichassssssssss.......

Finally...

2009-06-27T08:25:00.000-07:00

Been mia so long...hehe
Finally...
I'm back in my comfy home~
Finished first year of my degree...2 more years to go...
Time flies...just couldn't believe it...
Now waiting for results...I think its gonna be a disaster...but I hope not...pray hard...
sigh...really not confident for these 4 papers in this sem...
yet..last nite,daddy said if I pass everything,I'll get an Apple I-phone...
grrrhhhh...why din't say earlier?!
craving for that phone...>.<>

Baby bro is so much taller and fat dy...hehe...

Me...look so pale...

So thats all....got to continue with my left out hk dramas since exam does not allow me to watch...
Nitez~~

Are you the one?

2009-05-29T05:26:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...these few days I've been stressing myself out...
the exam fear is back again...
2 more weeks...I'm very scared and unprepared for it...
actually I should'nt be here blogging...
coz i kept my lappie in the closet for the last few days to keep myself concentrate studying...
today...feel very sien so I took it out to play a while and blog now...
had a long nap this afternoon...for 2 hours...don't know why am I so tired...may be staring at the books too long...I had this weird dream of you...
Gosh,have I fallen for you??
Naaahh...don't wanna think too much about it..
Gonna keep studying for this period...
I don't wanna fail any of the subjects...

Nitez~

Age Test...

2009-05-20T08:53:00.000-07:00

鉴定结果
您的心理年龄19岁

与您实际年龄差0岁

幼稚度64％

成熟度54％

老化度8％

Did this test at a website that i saw in Jacy's blog...hehe...^^
Management assignment due on fri...
in the midst of doing it...
Now i'm in the conclusion part...weeee~~~
Tomorrow morning, accounting presentation...
Urghhh...God bless me...

So much to do,yet so little time...

2009-05-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

Today...i handed in my Accounting assignment...
Had been working hard for it for the last 3 days...coz i remembered the wrong due date for it...
So so so careless...well,at least i din't found out yesterday..
If not,I will be in really deep trouble...gosh...so much to do,yet so little time...
On Fri night, Lia and me went for dinner at BBQ Plaza then headed to Starbucks to do our assignment...After some time, we were really fed up on continuing it...so we cam-whored a while...to relax ourselves...hehe...then a waiter came n told us that they were closing the place in 15 minutes..
so we changed to KFC where it was opened for 24 hours...
We did till 2.30am in the morning...then took a cab back home which is doubled the normal price...>.<>

Mine is chocolate chip and Lia's Frapucinno Green Tea...

Lia and me...arghh..I look so chubby...FAT-ness in me...):

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Yishhh...I wanna avoid u...do u know that??can't u get it??I kept ignoring u coz i can't stand ur character!!!u're so bossy...kept ordering me to do this do that...im not ur servant la...i'm good enough to accompany u here and there dy...i had enough of u...so please just stay away from me..u make my life so difficult and sorrowful..u're so annoying...and please don't underestimate me!!!screw u ah!!!yishhhh....please don't test my patience...i admit that my EQ is very low...so what?!kept bugging people for help and what attitude u gave others...not even a word of appreciation..not even thank you...u kept taking advantage of kind people...hate to see u doing that to other people...u and me...FRIENDS? please just cut it out!! please stop bullshit-ing around la pls...sending me such messages...u r the one that need help and u send such rude messages to me??please la...kept rushing people to do things just for ur own sake...my goodness...please put urself in front of the mirror n see thoroughly and clearly of urself ok...its not my rights to serve u or what...please just vanish from my wonderful life right now...

Ok...enough of scolding and cursing...back to do my work...:)

Nitez~

Ministry Of Sound~

2009-05-10T05:42:00.000-07:00

Last week...got back my assignments for Business Law and Management..
Business Law got 19/30, quite disappointed...):
Management got Distinction...hehe...happy...
Money and Cap assignment handed in on Friday...
Oh ya..got another nickname from a guy..he calls me Mels...=.="'

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Last night after church,went to Kim Gary to have dinner with Aaron and Viviana...
After that,Aaron left with his friends and left both of us...
We din't know what to do as all the shops are closed already..
Viviana said lets go club at MOS...and I was like huh?!really!!~
Coz i'm curious what's happening inside,so I went in with her...
Went to sit at the lounge so we can chit chat...
After a while, a guy approached us...he offered to buy us a drink...
I looked at Viviana and Viviana accepted his offer...and I was like oh..ok...
Then he asked me what i wanted to drink...I answered Coke..
He was like 'err,u don't drink?'...means beer...i was like 'err,no..'
Viviana ordered Chivas coke...
Both of them kept chatting and I was sitting there quietly...well,its me...don't talk much...
I noticed the guy kept looking at me...he kept trying to get me to speak but I just answered what he asked..
Then he told me that he really likes me and kept repeating that I'm really cute...I was really frightened...I kept telling Vivi that im really scared already...she said there is no need to scared...
But I was shivering already...I wanted to go home but Vivi said go home at 3am only...aiksss~
They smoked,chat and kept drinking...and I was having cocktail...I dint pay a single cent for the drinks...its all on him...There are couples kept on kissing nonstop there...I think the girl mabuk dy...guy touched here and there...what a live show!!~~swt...
But i insisted to go home at 1 something coz could'nt stand it anymore...
Vivi accompanied me to take the cab back home and she will go back for clubbing after sending me...
Gosh~
It was a scary experience...don't ever wanna go there again...coz i'm not those type that can socialize, drink and dance...>.< ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On Sunday...went to California Fitness...met Natalia,old church friend from Sabah...she asked me whether wanna join the yoga class coz it was meant for beginners...so Vivi and I joined yoga... Wah...stretch here and there...It was tiring but I enjoyed and loved it...After shower,we went walk walk around then to MNG...bought a skirt since there was 15% discount for Mother's Day...so I took the opportunity to buy something...there were still lots of things that I really loved but it was too expensive...Saw a cute pair of sandals at Mod...Gosh..I love it very much!!! Cannot buy la...must control...T.T Thats all for last week... *exams around the corner* Mel must gear up studying...arghh!!~~I need motivation and determination!!! Nitez...

Last Week~~

2009-05-03T01:48:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happened...
To uni as usual~
Attending lectures and tutorials...
On Wednesday,went to California Fitness for gym...
I went there from Wed till Fri...skipped Sat...coz my whole body was extremely in pain due to the lack of exercise...So unfit!!!
Went just now with Shao Yen..hehe~
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Thursday, Lai Kang accompanied me to have dinner after my gym session..then walked back to my condo...

So,on Labour's day, woke up quite late then headed to gym by the free shuttle bus all alone coz my friends went back to their hometown...my personal trainer,Dolly came and teached me to use some of the equipments in the gym...and describe which equipment is meant for which part of the body...
Worked out on cardio for almost an hour then stretching out...my whole body felt like collapsing...so so so tired...
After gym,had dinner with Shirley and went over to her house...slept a night there...

Then on Sat, took the cab back to my place...once i enter my room, my phone rang...its Aaron..asking me out for lunch and movie...i quickly change coz after that straight away go church...he came and fetch me then we headed to Pyramid...went to Kim Gary to have lunch and watched a horror movie, The Uninvited...quite scary but not as scary as Coming Soon...Coming Soon is the one that scare me the most..After movie,went to church then dinner at SS15...and McD's Chocotop for me as dessert...fatnessss!!!haha...after drive thru McD,he went and bought some DVDs..Then drove me back home~
It was a tired day ahhh...whole day out...at midnight,talked on the phone with Sharon...long time din't talk so talked till 2 something...miss those days when we were in secondary school~~

On Sunday...watched a couple of drama series..and i finished the whole series of it...at 5pm, Shao Yen and me headed to gym...worked out a while then we had our dinner...

Actually I should be doing my Money and Cap assignment now but instead,i'm here blogging about my life...So thats my week...nice,tired yet painful week...hehe..

Tata..>.<

Shirley's 20th Birthday Bash

2009-04-22T10:31:00.001-07:00

On Monday night, Priscilla and her bf came and pick me up then Damien...off we go to The Curve...

Met Dexter,Shirley,Xue Ming and Farah there...ended up in T.G.I Fridays for dinner...

After that, we proceeded to the restaurant opposite Laundry Bar for drinking session...at first, we

wanted to go to Laundry Bar but they said the beers there are expensive...We were boring then

We started to cam-whore nonstop...hehe...Happy birthday Shirley!!! Stay pretty, young and healthy always!!!

God bless you~~

To cut the long story short, let the pics tell the story...

So...we were busy snapping here and there..other people were staring at us but we just ignored...

Got home at 1 am...super duper tired and the management lecture next day starts at

9.30am...gosh...in the lecture, I was physically there but literally dreaming coz the lecturer kept

talking about China coz she went to China recently...if its not China, it will be Japan again and

again....continuously repeating her experiences in Japan...gosh~~ so so long winded...-__-'''

I'm sleepy now...tomorrow money and capital lecture starts at 3pm...*winks*

But its only that lecture...hate hate!!!if not, i can go hang out with my friends...ishhh~~

Thats all for tonight...off to bed...nite nite^^

Easter Break...

2009-04-15T10:23:00.000-07:00

Sorry for being mia...

Last week was a disastrous yet dreadful week because it was assignment week...

staying up till 7am??did not have much sleep that week..dreadful ey?2 assignments due in the same week...gosh..business law and accounting...sigh...everything is getting harder,tougher...mum is right...studying is not easy...need to work hard for it...
So,after that dreadful week,i get to go back home to KK on Good Friday...yoohoo~~coz its Easter break...i can get more sleep...haha...

Went for facial on Wednesday then to mum's office...haha..sigh...going back to KL on this Sunday...

Mummy working~~

I have nothing to better to do....

When i'm at home, i'm constantly annoying my brothers especially the youngest one..hehe...

In my room...In my parent's room...

Gonna sleep now..
See you in my dreams..
Bye~

Sunday.....

2009-03-29T10:16:00.000-07:00

Today I felt so blessed....

Mum's friend picked me up for lunch at about 10 something for brunch...

We went to Bangsar Village...

HoHoHo...

Went to delicious...I ordered English Fish and Chips and Ice Lemon Tea...

It was such a big portion...GOSH...

Did not manage to finish it...

Its really expensive to eat there...

After that,we went to Pyramid walk around...and then dessert...Haagen Daazzzzz ice cream!!!

W00h00~~at last...i got to taste it...I ordered Chocoholic...nice nice nice!!!!

So,pictures.........

Wuahaha...yummy yummy...i know i'll be fat...but well,enjoy life first...

Somehow,I felt so blessed because I did not pay a single cent for today...Thanks Auntie!!!

As I think carefully,God has blessed me in various ways....provided me a wonderful family....lots of friends to hang out with...a good education...and lots more........He provides me what I need and not what I want...well,I wanna trully give thanks to Him!!!

So,got back at 4 something...then my phone rang...it was Lai Kang...said lets go Pyramid...and I was like I just got back from there...sigh...he said accompany him to watch movie...so yeah...he walked to sunway college's side gate to wait for me and we walked to Pyramid with my high heels on...and now my feet has blisters everywhere...*pain*

We watched a horror movie...The Unborn...It was really scary...but overall,its ok...

After the movie,he accompanied me walking back home to my condo then he left...

So i'm exhausted now...and my feet....GOSH!!!!can't even move....

So tired...so sleepy...don't wanna think of assignments that is dued this friday...and I havent even started yet...

*OFF TO BED*

Sweetest dreamzzzz...........

Photo Session with KK friends...=)

2009-03-27T22:29:00.000-07:00

Photo Sh00ts....

Let the pictures tell the story....

Had loads of fun with them...love them much^^

Priscilla and Shirley so pretty in the pictures....*envy*

hehe...

CHEERS!!!

KL Life...

2009-03-19T03:46:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since i last updated about my life...

So,its been the third week since i left my home sweet home...

I kinda miss home right now...

Missing my quiet daddy...beloved mummy and two of my annoying yet adorable brothers...

Oh ya,not excluding my kakak that cooks nice food for me...hehe...

Today is one of my bro's 17th birthday...well,Happy Birthday!!!

Once i reached KL,went to Shirley's house to stay for 2 days before moving to my condo...

I had a great time with her and Xue Ming...and also went to met Farah in One Utama...

Besides that, thanks to my cousin and her boyfriend that found me a room in Lagoon View which

is walking distance to uni...

My housemates are Indonesians...they are really friendly...take me out for shopping and

dinner...gonna be fat again...how am i going to resist myself from such nice and delicious

food?!Grhhhhh!!!

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So,these few days,i was sick with sore throat and fever....but still went out to Pyramid for movies
with friends...

I've watched

(i) Marley And Me
(ii) Road To The Witch Mountain
(iii)City Of Ember

haha...all the movies are quite nice...i'm satisfied...

Last night,after movies,my friends and I went for steamboat...expensive!!!23 per person but i

ate until my stomach was bloated...so so so full!!!

So,let the pictures tell the stories then...^^

In Shirley's house with her Elmo...
At One U with Farah....
At Ikea with Nadia,Grace and Hong Nien

My confession

2009-02-13T09:43:00.000-08:00

Today its Valentine's...
U just pop back on my head and keep on haunting me...
Why??Why is it so hard for me to move on...
I feel so tortured,so painful..the pain that cannot be illustrated...
I may look happy on the outside...but,the inner side of me suffers...its suffocating me!!!i am drowning!!!
I forced myself to put on a smile everyday...i am really tired of always smiling when i don't feel like it...
I wanted to call u and ask how are u these days...but i hesitated...
I just don't have the courage to call u...as I know I will be crying and do stupid things again...
When friends are around me,I still feel so alone,so lonely,so timid in my own world...the presence of them just vanished...
I pretend to be happy and hyper active around them just to make sure they won't be worried about me...
When I am alone at home,I try to keep myself occupied with things such as dramas...
Well,its certainly not easy to let go of this relationship although its been 7 months since we separated...
I doubted it...I know that this will be a challenge for me!!!A really tough one...
I truly miss u...
Sometimes,I questioned God...Why did He provided everything I wanted and instead,took u away...
Tears kept on rolling down when i am typing this post...
Then my eyes was on your cardboard that u made it for me during my eighteenth birthday...
I took it and hug it...tears are everywhere on the cardboard and its really wet now...
Memories that we share together just popped back on my mind and replayed it all over again...
Although we have not been contacting each other,the only way to love u is keeping u in my prayers so that God will protect u and lead u to your future...
I do hope to talk to u...eventhough its just a few seconds i am satisfied...
Well,its 3 in the morning now...I should be in my dreams...
So,for couples,I wish all of u happy valentine's and enjoy each others companionship while both of u can...
Do appreciate the relationship while you are in it...
Because u will not know what will happen next...
As for singles,one day,you will meet your special one...you will just need to be patient to wait for the right time to arrive...
God bless everyone...

Dinner & Yoyo~~

2009-02-04T08:01:00.000-08:00

Today went out dinner with Rachel,Yannick,Liaw and Damien~~ After dinner at The Hut City Mall,we headed to Yoyo Cafe...Yannick dint follow us to Yoyo coz he need to go back to his work place.. Chit chat about this and that and boredom occur...so we took pics...hehehe...

In The Hut City Mall..

Pretty Rachel and me...1st snap...failed!!!damien hilang?!too tall bah u damien!!!2nd snap...also failed...only half of damien...>.<3rd snap...success!!but a bit blur...must improve my taking photo skills ler....>.<Edited me!!~~

so thats all for today...toodless~~

Chinese Niu Year Pics and Jovian's Farewell...

2009-02-01T09:45:00.000-08:00

Had fun going to houses of relatives,friends of mine and parent's friends... hehehe...>.<>

First day of CNY...just finish church service...

Me and my baby bro...muahh~~~ 2nd day of CNY Jovian's farewell at Cocoon and Waterfront.. 3rd day of CNY Fierce fierce bro~~~

Happy Chinese Niu Year 2009^^

2009-01-31T05:30:00.000-08:00

Its been a while since i last update...neglected my blog... have been quite busy lately...hehe...out yam cha and midnight movies till midnight then go back home almost everyday till CNY since Jovian came back...well,thanks to him that drive me here and there and spending me eat and drink everytime we go out...really 'bu hao yi shi' lo...u dont let me pay...but i really appreciate it a lot and thank you...now,he is back to Perth...gonna miss him loadsss...haha...we cannot eat fat fat together...wait till u back with Sarah this year end ya...all of us will have lots of fun!!!hehe~~ During CNY,went to bai nian here and there...received lots of angpao...hehe...can start shopping again... And just now i watched Australia open tennis tournament...YEAH!!!Rafael Nadal won!!!He is my favourite...so cute,capable and fit!!!He is the world champion in the tennis world!!!gosh,I'm just so into him...watching him playing live on tv...WOW!!!just love him~~ Here are photos captured during yum cha days...photo marathon!!! So,here we go.... taking pics using webcam...nothing else to do but taking pics...haha...

Its been a while since i last update...neglected my blog... have been quite busy lately...hehe...out yam cha till midnight then back home almost everyday till CNY since Jovian came back...well,thanks to him that drive me here and there and spending me eat and drink everytime we go out...really 'bu hao yi shi' lo...u dont let me pay...but i really appreciate it a lot and thank you...now,he is back to Perth...gonna miss him loadsss...haha...we cannot eat fat fat together...wait till u back with Sarah this year end ya...all of us will have lots of fun!!!hehe~~ During CNY,went to bai nian here and there...received lots of angpao...hehe...can start shopping again... And just now i watched Australia open tennis tournament...YEAH!!!Rafael Nadal won!!!He is my favourite...so cute,capable and fit!!!He is the world champion in the tennis world!!!gosh,I'm just so into him...watching him playing live on tv...WOW!!!just love him~~ Here are photos captured during yum cha,CNY and Jovian's farewell... <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ZWzh3mdB5Bg/SYW-KVPXIyI/AAAAAAAAAcs/wsAuT2w-ZdY/s1600-h/DSC05344.JPG"></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ZWzh3mdB5Bg/SYW-cG9-6NI/AAAAAAAAAc0/Sg8T6NHMeS0/s1600-h/DSC05348.JPG"></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ZWzh3mdB5Bg/SYW-tlIULsI/AAAAAAAAAc8/nECa2ZxvZrA/s1600-h/DSC05352.JPG"></a>

Cut my hair dy...ahaha...^^

2009-01-15T21:54:00.000-08:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my head

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past,I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need them again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if i open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when i don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way i feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if i open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

HAPPY & BLESSED NEW YEAR 2009!!!!

2009-01-02T08:46:00.000-08:00

So...New year with new hope...
had barbeque at shirley's house...
it was an awesome night surrounded with great friends and wine(though i'm not a big fan of it >.<)...drank a few glasses...hehe...stayed there till 12am countdown there...woohoo~~enjoyed it very much...fireworks were put up at her house..reached home at around 2am...tired but very happy...hehe...some pics were captured during new year eve...

Pretty Rachel and I...

With Jovian,Xue Ming and Farah...

Friends~Michele,Rachel,Xue Ming,Jovian,Shirley,Karen,Farah...

The IS group...

Jovian~

Michele,Karen,Mel,Jovian...

Partners In Crime~

Sot Jovian~

With Xue Ming~

Jovian~

Sofia...Farah's lil sis...

Holidays...

2008-12-31T09:31:00.000-08:00

hmmm...long time din't update my blog already...i have been busy spending time with my family and relatives...cousins came back for 2 weeks to celebrate Christmas with us...it was really fun spending time with my cousins...so during the holidays,3 families went up to the zoo at lokawi and also to national park the following day...we had a blast!!!it was really fun...but the zoo was a bit smelly..haha..so here are pics captured during these 2 trips...

At the zoo~~My lovely family~~

Me and cute lil cousins~~ Jemimah and Kalos...

Uncle John and family

Mummy and I

Mummy and I

Uncle James and family~~with Kalos only...the others hilang!!hehe~~

Un.John,Aunt Amy,me,Candice and Ivan~

Mel and Candice..

Lil Kalos with the snake...he was so brave...cute^^

Elephant..

i forgot what this called..monkey showing off...

There were a lot more pics of animals...lazy upload ler...

Photos of the National Park trip~~

Love mummy~~im so ugly...><

Hang Out...

2008-12-09T09:20:00.000-08:00

Went to centre point on Monday...it was a public holiday...with Shirley...the mall was packed with people...so uncomfortable...went to Secret Recipe...she ordered a plate of spaghetti and i got a cake..oreo cheese cake...hmm...fatness...sigh...don't care...eat only...hehe...pics were captured...the usual thing we do..haha...^^

This is leng lui lo....Shirley Chin....^^

xoxo,
Mel...

Tagged by Jc & Yen...

2008-12-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

Instructions
**************************************************
Bold the statements that are true to you.

Italicize the statements that you wish were true.

Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
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I’m 170cm++ tall.

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

He drives.

I’m bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit.

I have a tattoo of a star !

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take drugs.

90% of my friends smoke.

I still hang out with my ex,even though our break up was rather nasty.

I’m studying Fashion.

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I hate someone.

I have 10 Guess handbags.

I buy CLEO every month.

My parents don’t know about my blog.

I have an iPod.

I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

My school mates know about my blog.

I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I’m a rebel.

I’m starting to ♥ wearing dresses.

I don’t believe in love.

High school’s filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

I’ve bought shoes this month.

A blogger bitched about me before.

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear gives me hugs.

People should start appreciating me.

High school was the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.

Mid Valley is my second home.

I’m a guy.

I’m scared of my Biology exam.

I hate vacations.

We’ll last.

I believe in long distance relationships.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I was a tomboy.

At times I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs.

I still have a best friend.

I have a cat.

I hate surprise parties.

I hate planning parties.

I’m hot.

I’m a sinner.

I’ve got a DS light.

I have a Wii.

I cannot live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

Boys are assholes.

I hate Math.

I love horror films.

I’m happy with what I have.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don’t read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I can’t live without make-up.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love GREEN Apple Juice.

I can’t drink for nuts.

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.

I’ve got a new phone.

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love swimming.

I haven’t worked out since March.

I think I’m fat.

I love my FRIENDS* and Family.

And I’m giving this homework away to : ----------

Kakak....come back...>.<

2008-12-04T07:13:00.000-08:00

There is no maid in my house!!!so i will be the maid of the house for the time being...kakak went to get married in her hometown...will be back next week...2 nights ago,i went downstairs to put the laundry in the washing machine during midnight...i accidentally poured the floor detergent into the washing machine...it was too late...so i put lots of the powder to cover the smell...hehe...i know its stupid...so i did all the house work...wash dishes and everything...been at home for the whole week...mum and lil bro went to KL today for my lil bro's yearly check up for his heart...i just hope that he will be ok...hmmm...dad cooked today and i was also helping him...^^

KAKAK faster come back ler....-_-

Blessed by Abba Father...

2008-11-30T07:24:00.000-08:00

Received my results last Thursday...I was at home the whole day watching cantonese series...then accompanied my mum to send my lil bro to church...cell phone was not with me that time...when i reached home,on my phone,8 missed calls from jacy and 2 missed calls from shao yen...then i panic...i knew that results were published earlier...gosh...called jacy n she said she received her result through sms...shao yen n jacy registered to receive result through sms..but i din't register..so they got their results...they failed marketing...i was so scared coz i haven't check mine..so i browsed through the uni's homepage to search for my results.....arghhh!!!boom..results appeared on the screen...then i ran downstairs and told my dad" results out and i passed everything!!!!"my dad was happy for me...yay!!i shouted until my bro said i was crazy...i'm glad that i went through first sem smoothly...no need to retake...so i must work hard for my next sem...actually i din't expect i can pass bus stats and marketing...coz the paper was quite though for me...
Throughout this sem,i was not ready physically and mentally coz i was still in sad mode..it was a big impact in my life.i cant really concentrate on my studies...kept on thinking why this awful experience can happen to me...missed him a lot during that period...sleepless nights caused me to sleep during lecture period...i was not even paying attention...i was so lost during that period...i hate myself ... But,God was always there for me whenever i need Him...i prayed everyday so that i can recover from this heartache experience...Although till now,i'm not fully recovered yet,but i was trully blessed by Him...He provided me:

#1 Wisdom and strength to be a strong and independent person.

#2 Individuals that comfort and encourage me when i was lost.

#3 Results that i'm satisfied.

I would like to thank God for what He had provided me...i'm blessed by You,Lord..God actually did answer all my prayers...I did prayed for the person that hurt me the most so that he can find his direction in life and excel in his studies and change him to be a better person under Your hands...I forgive him and till now i do love him...God answered my prayers and i can see that he is doing well in his studies and active in church...even saved money for building fund...i believe that God will continue to nurture him... Well,i thank God for answering my prayers and needs in life...so please do not underestimate God's power in healing and changing...believe in Him and continue to serve Him!!!

Today i slept the whole afternoon after coming back from 1Borneo with mummy..coz did not sleep well last night...1Borneo was packed with people...the high heels on me almost made me fell down coz the floor was so slippery...hate it..mummy bought her christmas outfit and grandma's too...i got myself a simple t-shirt too..hehe...^^ after that,got to rush to pick up my bro from tuition...dint even finish walking the whole mall...sigh...next week will be going again..hoho~ thats all for today...dozzing off soon... -xoxo-

BeachShopEat~~

2008-11-22T08:09:00.001-08:00

Yesterday went out with Rachel,Shirley and Karen...went to have lunch and walk walk...hehe...had fun...

At the beach...shirley and mel

Today went out with Dora and Shuk Fen...hehe...shop till drop...kaka...at least each of us bought something...very happy~~~ then,we went bak kut teh for dinner at Gaya Street...I requested it because i love it especially the soup...wuahaha...

Dora and Shuk Fen...hehe....

Karaoke Bash

2008-11-20T04:04:00.000-08:00

Last night went to KK Box for karaoke till 1 am...gosh...i was very tired...well, Kuan,Dewi,Dewi's bro,his friend and me sang till 1 am...Dewi's bro spend me...hehe...overall,i had fun but really tired...Dewi's bro,Sesuai kept teasing me bout him...sigh...made me think back those days being with him...sigh...Sesuai was really annoying the whole nite...felt like slapping him...

photos are captured...teehee..

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Back in KK^^ Dewi's Birthday Party....

2008-11-16T09:33:00.000-08:00

i'm back in KK...yeah~everybody's first impression was "er...mel,u fat already"....gosh!!even my dad said that....sigh~~~actually i knew it already..coz i keep on eating nonstop in KL...midnight also eat then straight away go sleep...haiyo...but there's only one person that say i loose weight that is Fong Ni...thats weird...^^ hmmm...i've been spending time with friends and family these few days..saturday nite was dewi's birthday...been cam whoring d whole nite...hehe...got to loose weight ler...cannot simply eat eh..start dieting~..hmmm...T.T

Dewi's Birthday Party @ South Rock Cafe,Damai...

Had fun though...long time dint see my best friend dy...when i saw her,i was very happy...she is always there for me when i'm sad...she understands me...hehe~~happy to have her as my best friend~~

Pics of me n her on that night....>.<

Mel & Shin Wei

Erica's Birthday Party

2008-11-14T07:10:00.000-08:00

Erica's birthday party was celebrated at Hard Rock Cafe next to Concorde Hotel...We had lots of fun..hehe...took lots of pics...this is only part of the album...lazy upload ler...gonna sleep soon~~

2008-11-04T06:41:00.000-08:00

i wanna scream...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah~~~

2008-11-03T10:20:00.000-08:00

yes!!!!i've finished my final exams!!!woohoo~~~~freedom...no more dating with books!!!wuahaha!!!now staying in Jacy's house...enjoying,relaxing and eating!!!these few days eating nonstop...gonna be fat...sigh...my holiday will commence today till march...this is really a long long one....may be gonna go out to work ler...and start driving myself...woohoo~~keke...oh yea...i screwed up my marketing paper for today...gosh...the worst exam ever!!!i feel like a failure...i hate myself for not preparing earlier...i'm very disappointed with myself...

gonna go back KK soon ler...wee~~~^^going back to my home sweet home~~its always the best thing to be back home with my family...miss my lil bro...>< haha...^^

hmmm..

2008-10-28T11:15:00.000-07:00

2 papers down..2 more to go...sigh...bus stats and marketing...gonna finish exam on monday...yeah~~~hmmm....i fear that i will fail bus stats...its maths...gosh!i hate maths...its not my cup of tea...i just could not understand it...i just hope i pass thats all....i dont wanna retake next sem...oh puhleze....i really dont want...its 2,30 am right now...should be studying but keep on watching drama...Miss No Good...my favourite actress Rainie is acting...wuahaha...with Wilber Pan too...handsome~~hmmm....i miss you a lot right now....

YEAH!!!im looking forward for my long holiday....hehe...

Gtg lo..bye...need to continue my revision...><

Miss u deeply....

Mel

Sayonara!!!~~ :(

2008-10-18T21:57:00.000-07:00

Bye bye lo!!!~~ In airport....

These few days busy dating with my books....hmmm...this Thurs is economics paper...the first paper....sigh...dint have enough sleep for these few days....extremely exhausted....sigh...need to work hard....gonna chao...bye~~

Stress ahhhh!!! bodoh....

2008-10-14T18:47:00.000-07:00

I'm in uni now updating my blog...i've been busy with books for this week coz exam is next week...ARGHHH!!!!i feel so unprepared this time...i'm scared i will fail n retake again next sem....haiz....so stress about it....burning midnight oil these few days n skipped the morning lectures coz i cant wake up to attend it...On Mon,went to send off Flora n Desmond at the airport...hmmm...will miss Flora a lot....:( we took pics before she left...upload it in the next blog...

Got tagged by Jacynth...

The Self
[01] Real name : Melissa Chhoa En Hui
[02] Nickname : Mel, Melmel
[03] Married : No
[04] Zodiac Sign: Leo
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 19
[07] High school: Lok Yuk Secondary School
[08] College: Sunway University College
University: Monash University Sunway Campus
[09] Height: About 157
[10] Weight: 48 kg
[11] Do you like yourself: Yes
[12] Piercing: Yes
[13] Right or left : Right
[14] Are you a freak: No
[15] Hair: Black
[16] Skin: Fair
[17] Allergic: Sneezing
[18] What are you doing now : Blogging
[19] What will you do 1 hour later : For lunch in Pyramid( I think)
[20] What will you do 10 years later : enjoy my working life and continue to dwell in Him...

The Family
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: Me
[24] Youngest: Brother
[25] Love/hate your family: Love

The Love
[26] You found your another half: waiting~~
[27] If yes, who is he/she: erm...he knows gua~~~
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: --
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 1
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): N/a
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Erm....dunno~~
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Nope
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: N/a
[34] Ever argue with your other half: N/a
[35] You with your other half since: N/a
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Straight
[37] Reasons you love your other half: because .....
[38] You and your other half in which stage: N/a
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: N/a
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: dunno~~~

The Friends
[41] Your first best friend: Primary Classmate
[42] Your first enemy: Never
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): Dewi
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): N/a
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Sarah
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: N/a
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Acting girl
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Not serious in things...
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Yes
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No
[51] If your friend backstabbing you : Dunno
[52] If your friend betray you: Will try and forgive and forget
[53] If your friend woo your lover: Dunnonext >
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Dunno
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Dunno~~~

The Studies
[56] Are you a good student: I don't think so...
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Yes
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: No specific one
[59] Always late to school/college: Always i think~~
[60] Your class: No permanent class
[61] You love your seniors: I don't even knw them~
[62] Seniors who you love the most: N/a
[63] Your classmates good/bad: No idea
[64] Excellent result classmate: Yeah~~all of them has a brilliant mind~
[65] Laziest classmate: N/a
[66] Smart people: All
[67] Stupid people: N/a
[68] Good looking people: Some
[69] Ugly people: Forgotten
[70] Funny people: Always around me
[71] Cute people: No idea
[72] Bad people: Maybe around
[73] Honest people: No idea
[74] Acting people: No idea
[75] You are what kind of people: I dunno...hehe^^

The Prefer
[76] Lip or eyes: Lip
[77] Hugs or kisses: Kisses
[78] Shorter or taller: Shorter
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
[81] Listener or Talker: Both
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic
[83] Good wife or good mother: Both

The Future
[84] Age to get marry: 25-28
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2
[86] Career: Accountant...(hopefully)
[87] Salary: A high one~~^^
[88] Retirement age: 50
[89] Properties value: Dunno
[90] Wishes: kept in my heart~~

The Victims
[91] Shao Yen
[92] Shifat
[93] Han Ling
[94] Farah
[95] Dewi
[96] -
[97] -
[98] -
[99] -
[100] -

Semester break...

2008-10-01T11:36:00.000-07:00

Mon

I was supposed to go to Kluang,Johor with my cousin but end up staying in KL to spend more time with my share group..with Flora coz she is going to Tawau soon...will miss her a lot...so, the new share groupleader will be Ivan in the future...hehe...i went to Pyramid with Vivi for karaoke at 12 something...Ivan joined us after that...sang lots of songs~~~

This is what i do when they are singing...wakaka...

Tues

Vivi and I went to Sungei Wang....SHOPPING!!!hahaha...she bought a bag,shirt and shorts...i bought a shirt and a pair of high heels...now no $$$ already....GOSH!!!don't know can survive for this month or not...gonna save $$$ to buy the LV bag....i want it!!!hmmm...but mum said its not worth it....haiz....we'll see then...haha...we went to SW by KTM and Monorail...its cheaper to travel this way...when we reached there, we went to McD straight away coz we were starving....walk...buy....walk....buy....hoho...@@ really tired...reached Subang at 6 something...then dinner at 7 pm....went to Kepong for crabs for dinner with share group...when we were on the way there, we were lost...so scary....we also lost Graise coz she was supposed to follow Flora's car behind...at last,we found our destination and Graise arrived half and hour after that...so we ate delicious crabs and other food too....

In SW....

Dinner at de Foodland,Kepong....

My plate....

Actually there were more dishes,but no hand to capture these delicious food...coz i was busy eating the crab with my hands...haha....

Holidays...

2008-09-29T06:19:00.000-07:00

So...now i'm having sem break for a week...relaxing...and goin to fool around KL...first time to

spend my hols in KL not back in KK...its gonna be fun...gonna have fun with my share group the

whole week...lots of activities coming up...hmmm...last fri, Flora,my share group leader confirmed herself got pregnant...so happy for her..went to Pyramid with Queenie...hang out with

her...she bought some garments...I bought 2 tops from MNG...haha...then we went to watch

movie...we thought its a horror movie but its not...quite disappointed...watched till 1.30am in the

morning then took a cab back to hostel n went to sleep in her room...slept at about 3 something.. in the morning,prepared to go for church cleaning...at nite,went to church service...on Sun,went

to Flora's house to online and dinner...Flora supposed to cook the spaghetti for dinner but she

went for leader's meeting...so Vivi and me cooked the spaghetti..Vivi cooked the sauce and

meat...i cooked the spaghetti...hahaha..it was tasty though...hehe...

In MNG....

In Flora's hse...nth to do...keke...>.<

Me with my laptop...wakaka.....

Vivi cooking the spaghetti sauce...

Last week...

2008-09-22T02:25:00.000-07:00

Last Thurs, Jacy and I went to have breakfast near Kompleks 3k where we always go for badminton...the shop there sells delicious wan tan noodless..when we finish eating,we were walking to the place we parked our car.Jacy felt somebody was following us at the back but i din't notice anything...when i'm hopping up the car,Jacy told me to close the door faster but i din't know anything so i was quite slow...taking my time...as i wanted to close the door,a man approached to me and i was looking at him like "huh?what do u want?"but i dont dare to even speak...i was just staring at him...instead, he gave me a small piece of paper...i thought i dropped something but i did not drop anything...he gave me the paper n said,call me anytime n the paper contains his telephone number...i was like huh!wth...then i took the paper n he left...after he left,i threw the paper on the ground and closed the car door...i was so freaked out with such people...i thought he was going to robbed us as Jacy was holding her laptop or going to steal her car...oh my gosh!giving me his number..u think i will call?stupid shit!made me feel like i'm a prostitude or some cheap slut!!!PUIKKK!!as Jacy starts to drive,Jacy noticed that he was following behind us in his car...but we manage to get away from him because it was quite jam...i was so scared...Thank God,he din't touch me or do something horrible to me...when we arrived uni,we told the guys about this...and u said i should 'jian tao' means check myself wor...WHAT!!I din't do anything lo ok...he just followed behind me...and i din't wear anything that is sexy or short ok...just very normal t-shirt and jeans...n u told me to check myself?apalah...i'm actually pissed off with what u said...but its ok as friends,i dont wanna say anything...at night,kai siang,jacy and me went to have McDonalds...after that,i took a taxi to share group..i was also quite scared taking a cab alone at night coz there was once a cab driver also kept flirting on me...kept saying that im very pretty this la that la....yerrrr...i hate it...stupid!!I went to share group and shared what happened today to my members...we prayed for protection for everybody...hmm...we went for supper and after that,went home to rush my 1000 words marketing essay...so thats my thursday...>.<
Graise singing~~~

I made the poster eh...>.<
with Chanel....Vivi did this poster...

E M E R G E...Drinking....Cycling.....

2008-09-03T20:43:00.000-07:00

On Sat,I went to EMERGE with han ling at Sunway Convention Centre...hmmm...it was fun though...there were 83 activities organised by them...these activities include beauty pageant,man hunt,band,vocal,freestyle and other sports....there was a great beat boxer...i think he won....><wild side of me...keke...><

Went to Flora's after dinner in McD..After Flora's,Theodore,Vivi,Aaron and I went to Ivan's house to continue playing cards...Theodore teached me how to play...at last,i understand a bit la...haha...then ivan did a drink,a mixture of vodka and sunkist i think....and another one vodka with ribena and sprite if i'm not mistaken....i drank it only coz it tasted really nice~hehe...after drinking,got a bit dizzy and tired...Vivi was a bit high...i thought she was drunk...doing things that made us laugh...it was 2 something already...time to go home and sleep...Vivi slept first...i went online for a while till 3am...next day,woke up at 7.45am for breakfast at McD...after that,cycling here we go!!!it was a sunny day...kept on applying sunblock...hehe...it was a great and enjoyable time being with my share group...nothing to be worried about...will forget those hurtful and sad times...do you know that missing you is so painful?why this feelings wont fade away?why all these happen all of a sudden?i wish to hate you with all my heart but i just cant do it...i dont know why...God,it is You that all I need...help me to get through all this pain.....i rely on You and uphold everything to You,Lord....

Here are some pics when we went cycling....

My share group..

All of us had a fun time and really tired....After cycling,took a cab to midvalley to meet mummy...it was raining heavily...brought my laptop to do my assignments and his essay...was in starbucks till 11 something...stayed 2 nites with mummy...spending time with her was great...i miss my brothers...hmmm...i wish to go home now...honestly, i miss home....T.T

A Busy Week!!!~~

2008-09-03T01:13:00.000-07:00

Last week was a busy week....sitting in front of the laptop keep on typing using Microsoft Word to finish up my accounting assignment...bringing my laptop to uni..it was so heavy!!!went to library keep on working...slept at 4 something in the morning just to finish this assignment that is going to be due on thursday...at last,finished it at 4am...then borrowed my room mate's printer to print it...aiks~ print half away no ink already!!!haiz....was so frustrated!!the next day,woke up at 9 something then rush to uni to print it out!!!saw Shao Yen when i was printing...after that,both of us went to bind it in the shop...FINISH!!!!gao dim...><>

so pale....hmmm........

EMERGE~~lots of people......

Sushi day~Deep & Strong~

2008-08-24T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today i woke up at 12 something....then went surfing the net to find annual reports for my accounting assignment while waiting for Flora's message to have lunch with her.Finally,she came and brought me for lunch...I decided to go for ban mian at Mian Dui Mian shop...hehe...it tasted really nice~~After that,we went to pick up David and was very surprised that Daryl came along too...off we went to church for the sushi teaching session.Daniel thought us all the ingredients used to make sushi and the instructions very clearly and seriously.Flora,Ah Hon and I were one team...we took turns making sushi...everything went quite smoothly...in fact,it was not that difficult to make sushi but need to prepare lots of ingredients.So,here are some of the pics of our group's sushi....yummy...it was really a great experience for me...I was very happy!!!!

One word...D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ah Hon,Flora(share group leader)and I made these sushi.....we graduated!!!haha!!

After sushi session,we attended the Deep And Strong course.This course run for 4 weeks...every Sunday night 7pm...We started lesson five(The Religious Spirit),lesson six(Unforgiveness) and lesson 7(Fear,Doubt & Unbelief).We were given a checklist and we were required to tick what that is relevent to yourself...After that,we prayed and nailed the checklist on the cross...Then,I came across the Unforgiveness checklist,we were required to write those people that we wanted to forgive...those that hurt us before...therefore,the first person I thought was you...I wrote down your name because i really want to forgive you although you have hurt me so deeply...you were once very important and precious to me..you left a wound in my heart and this scar will never fade away...i'm telling myself that i really need to quit thinking of all these...if you can do it,why can't i?i'm slowly getting used of it as i have support from God,family,share group and friends.I will take this as a lesson and experience..I failed in my relationship with you..As days go by,by God's grace,i know that i will be much more stronger than before and let you go..well,memories of you and me will always stay in my heart...As for the promise we made between both of us,I cannot predict the future as God has my future planned for me and you too...we still have a long way to go...two years...many things can happen...Of course,i still hope that you could keep your promise...if in the end,we din't end up being together,then we are not main to be together...I love you as much as before although being stabbed by you for two times,but i just need to let you go although its very hard for me to do it.I will be praying consistently for myself and you so that you can change the negative side of you and be a success person in the future.I know that in the end,the choice is in my hands,to let go or not..so i chose to let go for the time being...we will see what will happen in the future...just remain friends for now as what u have told me.All these thoughts of you and the memories being together flashed back in my mind when i wrote down your name..after that,i walked to the front of the cross and nailed the piece of paper on the cross...i want to be free,Lord!And,I know God will help me to forgive you...Hold no grudge,no anger...Thank you Lord for providing you for me before and I will learn to stand up from where i fell down...Lord,i surrender my future for You,uphold everything to You,I know my journey ahead will be very hard for me to walk but I know I will be able to get through it with You,Lord..Oh Lord,You made this happen because I know You have a purpose of making it happen..I endure so much pain but I'm willing to accept it...Lord,I want to build a stronger relationship with you...I want to have faith in You and a breakthrough in my life...I believe in You,Lord..in Jesus name,Amen.

My Wonderful Week

2008-08-21T20:09:00.000-07:00

The day before yesterday,Jacy,Shao Yen and i went to Sakae Sushi in Pyramid for lunch after class...We went there because Shao Yen need to meet a friend and Jacy went there to meet her friends too...I followed to accompany Shao Yen...>.<>

The ambience in Sakae Sushi....GREAT!!!^^

Jacy eating ramen...her favourite...><

Shao Yen ....wakaka....busy with her phone...

Shao Yen and Jacy....

Me eating the california roll...

Pictures of myself captured in Sakae Sushi...Loving myself....woohoo~~~~^^ *smilez*

As for yesterday,went for movie with Flora,Aaron,Daryl&David(part of the share group)..watched The Mummy again...haha...before that,i watched it with my friends already...before the movie,we went for dinner in Ajisenramen...they offer nice food at a very reasonable price there...i was very full...stomache was bloated!!!need more exercise!!!

Today,my condo is undergoing fogging operation...there is a notice saying that all hostelites must evacuate the building before 10am..at first,i was planning to sleep till 12pm because there is no class, but due to the fogging,i woke up at 9 something to prepare myself to walk to uni to do my assignment.At last,i was too lazy to walk and i stayed inside my room...waited till 12pm...kai and yhorng came to pick me up for lunch...after lunch,we went for badminton for 2 and a half hours...edwin did join us too...we were all exhausted...

some pics for today....

my face so red.....><

boys playing badminton......

After badminton,we went to Pyramid to do my online assignment...brought my laptop there but the battery was low and there was no plug for me to charge there...the line was very poor...i need to rush my assignment because it will be due on 5pm sharp...i did not manage to finish all the questions becuase my laptop was out of battery...called Jacy to help me to submit it although not finish...haiz...so its a lesson for me...dont do things last minute...everything goes wrong last minute...that assignment consists of 5%...its a lot..i regret i did not do it earlier...T.T

After that,we went back to uni to do some printing then off we go for dinner in medan...

So,thats my day...a miserable yet happy day...off to bed now...nitez...

My 19th Birthday Celebration

2008-08-17T11:07:00.000-07:00

This is my first post here...Hmmm...i'm going to write about my birthday...i know its kinda late but yeah,i'm gonna write about it because it was a meaningful one for me...It was my first time celebrating my birthday in KL without my family and you...BUT,i still have my share group and a bunch of precious friends...I heart them!!!!! 11th August,it was a calm night...i was watching cantonese series as usual...then a message was received from Flora,my share group leader saying that she is downstairs now taking me out for yum cha...when i reached outside of my condo,my share group was there and sang happy birthday to me...i was so surprised and shocked for a while but i was okay after that...hmmm...cheese cake..yummy!!chit chat for a while and everbody went back home as it was getting late already.As the midnight approached,i received lots of greetings...Thanks everyone!Then,the next day,went to school as usual..after class,went to meet my best friend,Dewi, in Pyramid...took sticker pics and hang out...After Pyramid,my friends came to pick me up and off we go for steamboat and barbeque buffet in somewhere near Jacy's house.It was a great dinner!!!My stomach was bloated as i over ate...i kept silent the whole night..din't talked much...i apologise because of my mood..i hate myself for being like that!!!After dinner,my friends brought the cake and celebrated with me...i love them...i received a gift from them too...its a round jar contain of different colours of stars...its really nice and i really appreciate it!THANK YOU!!!!

Here are some of the pictures captured on that night...

Foooooddddddd....

Precious Friends.....

Kai Siang,Mel,Yhorng

I'm cooking eh...

Me with ice cream....

Chocolate Mousse Cake!!!!YUMMY!!!

Me and birthday cake

They made me eat out the candle...GOSH!!! @_@

The gift from them...

muaksss~~thank you guys again....

P.S Thank you guys for the meal and cake too....^^

Thats all for that night....I really had fun...though that day my mood was like shit but i felt really happy to have u guys by my side celebrating with me...really appreciate it...all of u coloured my life and make my life meaningful once again...sadness go away....i am a Can Can wanna be!!!!

*No Point Crying Over A Spilt Milk*

Disappointment

Days in Melbourne Day 1&2

My 20th birthday...

*Late update* Anna's birthday and outing with friends..

Back in KL again~

Wonderful night with IS friends..

Finally...

Are you the one?

Age Test...

So much to do,yet so little time...

Ministry Of Sound~

Last Week~~

Shirley's 20th Birthday Bash

Easter Break...

Sunday.....

Photo Session with KK friends...=)

KL Life...

My confession

Dinner & Yoyo~~

Chinese Niu Year Pics and Jovian's Farewell...

Happy Chinese Niu Year 2009^^

HAPPY & BLESSED NEW YEAR 2009!!!!

Holidays...

Hang Out...

Tagged by Jc & Yen...

Kakak....come back...>.<

Blessed by Abba Father...

Beach~~Shop~~Eat~~

Karaoke Bash

Back in KK^^ Dewi's Birthday Party....

Erica's Birthday Party

yeah~~~

hmmm..

Sayonara!!!~~ :(

Stress ahhhh!!! bodoh....

Semester break...

Holidays...

Last week...

E M E R G E...Drinking....Cycling.....

A Busy Week!!!~~

Sushi day~~~Deep & Strong~~~

My Wonderful Week

My 19th Birthday Celebration

No Point Crying Over A Spilt Milk

Late update Anna's birthday and outing with friends..

BeachShopEat~~

Sushi day~Deep & Strong~