Sunday, November 30, 2008

Blessed by Abba Father...

Received my results last Thursday...I was at home the whole day watching cantonese series...then accompanied my mum to send my lil bro to church...cell phone was not with me that time...when i reached home,on my phone,8 missed calls from jacy and 2 missed calls from shao yen...then i panic...i knew that results were published earlier...gosh...called jacy n she said she received her result through sms...shao yen n jacy registered to receive result through sms..but i din't register..so they got their results...they failed marketing...i was so scared coz i haven't check mine..so i browsed through the uni's homepage to search for my results.....arghhh!!!boom..results appeared on the screen...then i ran downstairs and told my dad" results out and i passed everything!!!!"my dad was happy for me...yay!!i shouted until my bro said i was crazy...i'm glad that i went through first sem smoothly...no need to retake...so i must work hard for my next sem...actually i din't expect i can pass bus stats and marketing...coz the paper was quite though for me...
Throughout this sem,i was not ready physically and mentally coz i was still in sad mode..it was a big impact in my life.i cant really concentrate on my studies...kept on thinking why this awful experience can happen to me...missed him a lot during that period...sleepless nights caused me to sleep during lecture period...i was not even paying attention...i was so lost during that period...i hate myself ... But,God was always there for me whenever i need Him...i prayed everyday so that i can recover from this heartache experience...Although till now,i'm not fully recovered yet,but i was trully blessed by Him...He provided me:

#1 Wisdom and strength to be a strong and independent person.

#2
Individuals that comfort and encourage me when i was lost.


#3 Results that i'm satisfied.


I would like to thank God for what He had provided me...i'm blessed by You,Lord..God actually did answer all my prayers...I did prayed for the person that hurt me the most so that he can find his direction in life and excel in his studies and change him to be a better person under Your hands...I forgive him and till now i do love him...God answered my prayers and i can see that he is doing well in his studies and active in church...even saved money for building fund...i believe that God will continue to nurture him...
Well,i thank God for answering my prayers and needs in life...so please do not underestimate God's power in healing and changing...believe in Him and continue to serve Him!!!





Today i slept the whole afternoon after coming back from 1Borneo with mummy..coz did not sleep well last night...1Borneo was packed with people...the high heels on me almost made me fell down coz the floor was so slippery...hate it..mummy bought her christmas outfit and grandma's too...i got myself a simple t-shirt too..hehe...^^ after that,got to rush to pick up my bro from tuition...dint even finish walking the whole mall...sigh...next week will be going again..hoho~
thats all for today...dozzing off soon... -xoxo-





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