Sushi day~~~Deep & Strong~~~

Today i woke up at 12 something....then went surfing the net to find annual reports for my accounting assignment while waiting for Flora's message to have lunch with her.Finally,she came and brought me for lunch...I decided to go for ban mian at Mian Dui Mian shop...hehe...it tasted really nice~~After that,we went to pick up David and was very surprised that Daryl came along too...off we went to church for the sushi teaching session.Daniel thought us all the ingredients used to make sushi and the instructions very clearly and seriously.Flora,Ah Hon and I were one team...we took turns making sushi...everything went quite smoothly...in fact,it was not that difficult to make sushi but need to prepare lots of ingredients.So,here are some of the pics of our group's sushi....yummy...it was really a great experience for me...I was very happy!!!!

One word...D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ah Hon,Flora(share group leader)and I made these sushi.....we graduated!!!haha!!

After sushi session,we attended the Deep And Strong course.This course run for 4 weeks...every Sunday night 7pm...We started lesson five(The Religious Spirit),lesson six(Unforgiveness) and lesson 7(Fear,Doubt & Unbelief).We were given a checklist and we were required to tick what that is relevent to yourself...After that,we prayed and nailed the checklist on the cross...Then,I came across the Unforgiveness checklist,we were required to write those people that we wanted to forgive...those that hurt us before...therefore,the first person I thought was you...I wrote down your name because i really want to forgive you although you have hurt me so deeply...you were once very important and precious to me..you left a wound in my heart and this scar will never fade away...i'm telling myself that i really need to quit thinking of all these...if you can do it,why can't i?i'm slowly getting used of it as i have support from God,family,share group and friends.I will take this as a lesson and experience..I failed in my relationship with you..As days go by,by God's grace,i know that i will be much more stronger than before and let you go..well,memories of you and me will always stay in my heart...As for the promise we made between both of us,I cannot predict the future as God has my future planned for me and you too...we still have a long way to go...two years...many things can happen...Of course,i still hope that you could keep your promise...if in the end,we din't end up being together,then we are not main to be together...I love you as much as before although being stabbed by you for two times,but i just need to let you go although its very hard for me to do it.I will be praying consistently for myself and you so that you can change the negative side of you and be a success person in the future.I know that in the end,the choice is in my hands,to let go or not..so i chose to let go for the time being...we will see what will happen in the future...just remain friends for now as what u have told me.All these thoughts of you and the memories being together flashed back in my mind when i wrote down your name..after that,i walked to the front of the cross and nailed the piece of paper on the cross...i want to be free,Lord!And,I know God will help me to forgive you...Hold no grudge,no anger...Thank you Lord for providing you for me before and I will learn to stand up from where i fell down...Lord,i surrender my future for You,uphold everything to You,I know my journey ahead will be very hard for me to walk but I know I will be able to get through it with You,Lord..Oh Lord,You made this happen because I know You have a purpose of making it happen..I endure so much pain but I'm willing to accept it...Lord,I want to build a stronger relationship with you...I want to have faith in You and a breakthrough in my life...I believe in You,Lord..in Jesus name,Amen.